my new life :)

i'm thinking about my life everyday, every second :)i don't really happy right now. hmm :) what can i do, just smiling, pretending that i'm happy. heh :D breath breath and breath, it makes me peaceful :) thanks to Allah that i didn't do something stupid after broke up with him :)but one thing that makes me more ego, i don't trust guys. i feel like i'm a 'QUEEN OF ANYTHING' :D welcome to my new life....... *sobbing* :)